the fact that he has to knock himself out in order to allow his body time to re-energize because he can’t fall asleep on his own because of the nightmares…
How long do you think he’s had to resort to narcotics and alcohol just to function like a regular human being? He can’t sleep because his mind won’t shut up, so his solution? Fill his body with drugs and alcohol just to give himself 4 hours here or there.
It’s just.. Dean :/
(Source: cuntaire)
